Thanks for reading this letter. Please read beforehand and make the voice you think suits the message. It would be awesome if you also addressed any coherence mistakes, but it's ok if you don't, thanks...
You said: "Everything's going to be ok. I promise". I believed you. I did. I do.
When pain feels too much, I repeat to myself: "Everything's going to be ok...She said so...And of course it will. I am going to die someday, then it will be ok...for me. All this pain, all of this madness...they will go away".
I don't need you, I yearn for you, like a drug addict. And that's not ok, neither for you or for me. I understand that. I do. But, that's why it hurts so much. Because I understand and force myself not to enter in your life again, not to think too much about you.
You are such a beautiful being for me. Even when I don't know you that much, even when I know you must also have some defects. Your existence in my reality and mine in yours is the best coincidence the universe has ever given to me. And it makes all of the rest worthwhile. And the memories of our time together are the most precious treasure I have.
You are not going to know of me again, I promise. You won't even read this letter. But I need to write, to tell this, at least to the universe. I will live without you, I promise, and everything is going to be ok, someday. I promise. I do.
Thanks man! That's a great voice...