This is a short story written by Graham Greene. My students are reading several short stories in English during the course, and I want to expose them to a native speaker reading aloud as well, so they can check in an autonomous way the pronunciation. Thank you so much!
GRAHAM GREENE: "The End of the Party"
Peter Morton woke with a start to face the first light. Through the window he could see a
bare bough dropping across a frame of silver. Rain tapped against the glass. It was
January the fifth.
He looked across a table, on which a night-light had guttered into a pool of water,
at the other bed. Francis Morton was still asleep, and Peter lay down again with his eyes on his brother. It amused him to imagine that it was himself whom he watched, the same hair, the same eyes, the same lips and line of cheek. But the thought soon palled, and the mind went back to the fact which lent the day importance. It was the fifth of January. He could hardly believe that a year had passed since Mrs. Henne-Falcon had given her last children's party.
Francis turned suddenly upon his back and threw an arm across his face, blocking
his mouth. Peter's heart began to beat fast, not with pleasure now but with uneasiness. He sat up and called across the table, "Wake up." Francis's shoulders shook and he waved a clenched fist in the air, but his eyes remained closed. To Peter Morton the whole room seemed suddenly to darken, and he had the impression of a great bird swooping. He cried again, "Wake up," and once more there was silver light and the touch of rain on the windows. Francis rubbed his eyes. "Did you call out?" he asked.
"You are having a bad dream," Peter said with confidence. Already experience had taught him how far their minds reflected each other. But he was the elder, by a matter
of minutes, and that brief extra interval of light, while his brother still struggled in pain
and darkness, had given him self-reliance and an instinct of protection towards the other who was afraid of so many things.
"I dreamed that I was dead," Francis said.
"What was it like?" Peter asked with curiosity.
"I can't remember," Francis said, and his eyes turned with relief to the silver of day, as he allowed the fragmentary memories to fade.
"You dreamed of a big bird."
"Did I?" Francis accepted his brother's knowledge without question, and for a little the two lay silent in bed facing each other, the same green eyes, the same nose tilting at the tip, the same firm lips parted, and the same premature modelling of the chin.
The fifth of January, Peter thought again, his mind drifting idly from the image of cakes
to the prizes which might be won. Egg-andspoon races, spearing apples in basins of
water, blindman's-buff.
"I don't want to go," Francis said suddenly. "I suppose Joyce will be there... Mabel Warren." Hateful to him, the thought of a party shared with those two. They were older than he. Joyce was eleven and Mabel Warren thirteen. Their long pigtails swung superciliously to a masculine stride. Their sex humiliated him, as they watched him fumble with his egg, from under lowered scornful lids. And last year... he turned his face
away from Peter, his cheeks scarlet.
"What's the matter?" Peter asked.
"Oh, nothing. I don't think I'm well. I've got a cold. I oughtn't to go to the party."
Peter was puzzled. "But, Francis, is it a bad cold?"
"It will be a bad cold if I go to the party. Perhaps I shall die."
"Then you mustn't go," Peter said with decision, prepared to solve all difficulties
with one plain sentence, and Francis let his nerves relax in a delicious relief, ready to
leave everything to Peter. But though he was grateful he did not turn his face towards his brother. His cheeks still bore the badge of a shameful memory, of the game of hide-and-seek last year in the darkened house, and of how he had screamed when Mabel Warren put her hand suddenly upon his arm. He had not heard her coming. Girls were like that.
Their shoes never squeaked. No boards whined under their tread. They slunk like cats on padded claws. When the nurse came in with hot water Francis lay tranquil, leaving
everything to Peter. Peter said, "Nurse, Francis has got a cold."
The tall starched woman laid the towels across the cans and said, without turning, "The washing won't be back till tomorrow. You must lend him some of your handkerchiefs."
"But, Nurse," Peter asked, "Hadn't he better stay in bed?"
"We'll take him for a good walk this morning," the nurse said. "Wind'll blow away the germs. Get up now, both of you," and she closed the door behind her.
"I'm sorry," Peter said, and then, worried at the sight of a face creased again by misery and foreboding, "Why don't you just stay in bed? I'll tell mother you felt too ill to get up." But such a rebellion against destiny was not in Francis's power. Besides, if he stayed in bed they would come up and tap his chest and put a thermometer in his mouth and look at his tongue, and they would discover that he was malingering. It was true that he felt ill, a sick empty sensation in his stomach and a rapidly beating heart, but he knew that the cause was only fear, fear of the party, fear of being made to hide by himself in the dark, uncompanioned by Peter and with no nightlight to make a blessed breach.
"No, I'll get up," he said, and then with sudden desperation, "But I won't go to Mrs. Henne-Falcon's party. I swear on the Bible I won't." Now surely all would be well, he thought. God would not allow him to break so solemn an oath. He would show him a
way. There was all the morning before him and all the afternoon until four o'clock. No
need to worry now when the grass was still crisp with the early frost. Anything might
happen. He might cut himself or break his leg or really catch a bad cold. God would
manage somehow.
He had such confidence in God that when at breakfast his mother said, "I hear you
have a cold, Francis," he made light of it. "We should have heard more about it," his
mother said with irony, "if there was not a party this evening," and Francis smiled
uneasily, amazed and daunted by her ignorance of him. His happiness would have lasted longer if, out for a walk that morning, he had not met Joyce. He was alone with his nurse, for Peter had leave to finish a rabbit-hutch in the woodshed. If Peter had been there he would have cared less; the nurse was Peter's nurse also, but now it was as though she were employed only for his sake, because he could not be trusted to go for a walk alone. Joyce was only two years older and she was by herself.
She came striding towards them, pigtails flapping. She glanced scornfully at Francis and spoke with ostentation to the nurse. "Hello, Nurse. Are you bringing Francis to the party this evening? Mabel and I are coming." And she was off again down the street in the direction of Mabel Warren's home, consciously alone and self-sufficient in the long empty road. "Such a nice girl," the nurse said. But Francis was silent, feeling again the jumpjump of his heart, realizing how soon the hour of the party would arrive. God had done nothing for him, and the minutes flew.
They flew too quickly to plan any evasion, or even to prepare his heart for the coming ordeal. Panic nearly overcame him when, all unready, he found himself standing on the door-step, with coat-collar turned up against a cold wind, and the nurse's electric torch making a short luminous trail through the darkness. Behind him were the lights of the hall and the sound of a servant laying the table for dinner, which his mother and father would eat alone. He was nearly overcome by a desire to run back into the house and call out to his mother that he would not go to the party, that he dared not go. They could not make him go. He could almost hear himself saying those final words, breaking down for ever, as he knew instinctively, the barrier of ignorance that saved his mind from his parents' knowledge. "I'm afraid of going. I won't go. I daren't go. They'll make me hide in the dark, and I'm afraid of the dark. I'll scream and scream and scream." He could see the expression of amazement on his mother's face, and then the cold con fidence of a grown-up's retort. "Don't be silly. You must go. We've accepted Mrs. Henne-Falcon's invitation."
But they couldn't make him go; hesitating on the door-step while the nurse's feet
crunched across the frostcovered grass to the gate, he knew that. He would answer, "You can say I'm ill. I won't go. I'm afraid of the dark." And his mother, "Don't be silly. You know there's nothing to be afraid of in the dark." But he knew the falsity of that
reasoning; he knew how they taught also that there was nothing to fear in death, and how fearfully they avoided the idea of it. But they couldn't make him go to the party. "I'll
scream. I'll scream."
" Francis, come along." He heard the nurse's voice across the dimly phosphorescent lawn and saw the small yellow circle of her torch wheel from tree to shrub and back to tree again. "I'm coming," he called with despair, leaving the lighted doorway of the house; he couldn't bring himself to lay bare his last secrets and end reserve between his mother and himself, for there was still in the last resort a further appeal possible to Mrs. HenneFalcon. He comforted himself with that, as he advanced steadily across the hall, very small, towards her enormous bulk. His heart beat unevenly, but he had control now over his voice, as he said with meticulous accent, "Good evening, Mrs. Henne-Falcon. It was very good of you to ask me to your party." With his strained face lifted towards the curve of her breasts, and his polite set speech, he was like an old withered man. For Francis mixed very little with other children. As a twin he was in many ways an only child. To address Peter was to speak to his own image in a mirror, an image a little altered by a flaw in the glass, so as to throw back less a likeness of what he was than of what he wished to be, what he would be with out his unreasoning fear of darkness, footsteps of strangers, the flight of bats in dusk-filled gardens.
"Sweet child," said Mrs. Henne-Falcon absent-mindedly, before, with a wave of her arms, as though the children were a flock of chickens, she whirled them into her set
programme of entertainments: egg-and-spoon races, three-legged races, the spearing of apples, games which held for Francis nothing worse than humiliation. And in the frequent intervals when nothing was required of him and he could stand alone in corners as far removed as possible from Mabel Warren's scornful gaze, he was able to plan how he might avoid the approaching terror of the dark. He knew there was nothing to fear until after tea, and not until he was sitting down in a pool of yellow radiance cast by the ten candles on Colin Henne-Falcon's birthday cake did he become fully conscious of the imminence of what he feared. Through the confusion of his brain, now assailed suddenly by a dozen contradictory plans, he heard Joyce's high voice down the table. "After tea we are going to play hide-and-seek in the dark."
"Oh, no," Peter said, watching Francis's troubled face with pity and an imperfect
understanding, "don't let's. We play that every year."
"But it's in the programme," cried Mabel Warren. "I saw it myself. I looked over Mrs. Henne-Falcon's shoulder. Five o'clock, tea. A quarter to six to half-past, hide-and-
seek in the dark. It's all written down in the programme."
Peter did not argue, for if hide-and-seek had been inserted in Mrs. Henne-Falcon's
programme, nothing which he could say could avert it. He asked for another piece of
birthday cake and sipped his tea slowly. Perhaps it might be possible to delay the game
for a quarter of an hour, allow Francis at least a few extra minutes to form a plan, but
even in that Peter failed, for children were already leaving the table in twos and threes. It was his third failure, and again, the reflection of an image in another's mind, he saw a
great bird darken his brother's face with its wings. But he upbraided himself silently for
his folly, and finished his cake encouraged by the memory of that adult refrain, "There's
nothing to fear in the dark." The last to leave the table, the brothers came together to the hall to meet the mustering and impatient eyes of Mrs. Henne-Falcon.
"And now," she said, "we will play hide-and-seek in the dark."
Peter watched his brother and saw, as he had expected, the lips tighten. Francis,
he knew, had feared this moment from the beginning of the party, had tried to meet it
with courage and had abandoned the attempt. He must have prayed desperately for
cunning to evade the game, which was now welcomed with cries of excitement by all the other children. "Oh, do let's."
"We must pick sides."
"Is any of the house out of bounds?"
"Where shall home be?"
"I think," said Francis Morton, approaching Mrs. Henne-Falcon, his eyes focused
unwaveringly on her exuberant breasts, "it will be no use my playing. My nurse will be
calling for me very soon."
"Oh, but your nurse can wait, Francis," said Mrs. Henne-Falcon absent-mindedly,
while she clapped her hands together to summon to her side a few children who were
already straying up the wide staircase to upper floors. "Your mother will never mind."
That had been the limit of Francis's cunning. He had refused to believe that so
well prepared an excuse could fail. All that he could say now, still in the precise tone
which other children hated, thinking it a symbol of conceit, was, "I think I had better not
play." He stood motionless, retaining, though afraid, unmoved features. But the
knowledge of his terror, or the reflection of the terror itself, reached his brother's brain.
For the moment, Peter Morton could have cried aloud with the fear of bright lights going
out, leaving him alone in an island of dark surrounded by the gentle lapping of strange
footsteps. Then he remembered that the fear was not his own but his brother's. He said
impulsively to Mrs. Henne-Falcon, "Please. I don't think Francis should play. The dark
makes him jump so." They were the wrong words. Six children began to sing,
"Cowardy, cowardy custard," turning torturing faces with the vacancy of wide unflowers towards Francis Morton.
Without looking at his brother, Francis said, "Of course I will play. I am not afraid. I only thought..." But he was already forgotten by his human tormentors and was able in loneliness to contemplate the approach of the spiritual, the more unbounded, torture. The children scrambled round Mrs. Henne-Falcon, their shrill voices pecking at her with questions and suggestions. "Yes, anywhere in the house. We will turn out all the lights. Yes, you can hide in the cupboards. You must stay hidden as long as you can. There will be no home."
Peter, too, stood apart, ashamed of the clumsy manner in which he had tried to help his brother. Now he could feel, creeping in at the corners of his brain, all Francis's
resentment of his championing. Several children ran upstairs, and the lights on the top
floor went out. Then darkness came down like the wings of a bat and settled on the
landing. Others began to put out the lights at the edge of the hall, till the children were all gathered in the central radiance of the chandelier, while the bats squatted round on
hooded wings and waited for that, too, to be extinguished.
"You and Francis are on the hiding side," a tall girl said, and then the light was
gone, and the carpet wavered under his feet with the sibilance of footfalls, like small cold draughts, creeping away into corners.
"Where's Francis?" he wondered. "If I join him he'll be less frightened of all these
sounds."
"These sounds" were the casing of silence. The squeak of a loose board, the
cautious closing of a cupboard door, the whine of a finger drawn along polished wood.
Peter stood in the centre of the dark deserted floor, not listening but waiting for
the idea of his brother's whereabouts to enter his brain. But Francis crouched with fingers on his ears, eyes uselessly closed, mind numbed against impressions, and only a sense of strain could cross the gap of dark. Then a voice called "Coming," and as though his brother's self-possession had been shattered by the sudden cry, Peter Morton jumped with his fear. But it was not his own fear. What in his brother was a burning panic, admitting no ideas except those which added to the flame, was in him an altruistic emotion that left the reason unimpaired. "Where, if I were Francis, should I hide?" Such, roughly, was his thought. And because he was, if not Francis himself, at least a mirror to him, the answer was immediate. "Between the oak bookcase on the left of the study door and the leather settee." Peter Morton was unsurprised by the swiftness of the response. Between the twins there could be no jargon of telepathy. They had been together in the womb, and they could not be parted. Peter Morton tiptoed towards Francis's hiding place.
Occasionally a board rattled, and because he feared to be caught by one of the soft
questers through the dark, he bent and untied his laces. A tag struck the floor and the
metallic sound set a host of cautious feet moving in his direction. But by that time he was in his stockings and would have laughed inwardly at the pursuit had not the noise of someone stumbling on his abandoned shoes made his heart trip in the reflection of
another's surprise. No more boards revealed Peter Morton's progress. On stockinged feet he moved silently and unerringly towards his object. Instinct told him that he was near the wall, and, extending a hand, he laid the fingers across his brother's face.
Francis did not cry out, but the leap of his own heart revealed to Peter a proportion of Francis's terror. "It's all right," he whispered, feeling down the squatting figure until he captured a clenched hand. "It's only me. I'll stay with you." And grasping the other tightly, he listened to the cascade of whispers his utterance had caused to fall. A
hand touched the bookcase close to Peter's head and he was aware of how Francis's fear continued in spite of his presence. It was less intense, more bearable, he hoped, but it remained. He knew that it was his brother's fear and not his own that he experienced. The dark to him was only an absence of light; the groping hand that of a familiar child. Patiently he waited to be found.
He did not speak again, for between Francis and himself touch was the most intimate communion. By way of joined hands thought could flow more swiftly than lips could shape themselves round words. He could experience the whole progress of his brother's emotion, from the leap of panic at the unexpected contact to the steady pulse of fear, which now went on and on with the regularity of a heart-beat. Peter Morton thought with intensity, "I am here. You needn't be afraid. The lights will go on again soon. That rustle, that movement is nothing to fear. Only Joyce, only Mabel Warren." He bombarded the drooping form with thoughts of safety, but he was conscious that the fear continued.
"They are beginning to whisper together. They are tired of looking for us. The lights will
go on soon. We shall have won. Don't be afraid. That was only someone on the stairs. I
believe it's Mrs. Henne-Falcon. Listen. They are feeling for the lights." Feet moving on a
carpet, hands brushing a wall, a curtain pulled apart, a clicking handle, the opening of a
cupboard door. In the case above their heads a loose book shifted under a touch. "Only
Joyce, only Mabel Warren, only Mrs. Henne-Falcon," a crescendo of reassuring thought
before the chandelier burst, like a fruit tree, into bloom.
The voices of the children Rose shrilly into the radiance. "Where's Peter?"
"Have you looked upstairs?"
"Where's Francis?" but they were silenced again by Mrs. Henne-Falcon's scream.
But she was not the first to notice Francis Morton's stillness, where he had collapsed
against the wall at the touch of his brother's hand. Peter continued to hold the clenched
fingers in an arid and puzzled grief. It was not merely that his brother was dead. His
brain, too young to realize the full paradox, yet wondered with an obscure self-pity why it was that the pulse of his brother's fear went on and on, when Francis was now where he had been always told there was no more terror and no more darkness.
