Would you please read this like you are talking ?
What was your dream as a kid?
At every opportunity, I remember that when I was little, I wished I could fly in the sky.
It seems that I haven't been able to distinguish dream from reality, so I was quite serious about it.
I stuck paper-wings on my shoulders and jumped down from a wall, wishing that I could fly as high and as long as possible.
With hindsight, I have missed this unsophisticated idea in my innocent days. I was an emotionalist as a kid, and I was aware of it as well.
I wonder, since when I was able to control myself?
Did I just want myself to be a rational person, because I was not?
I've often found that my emotions and reasoning came into conflices in some occasions. I don't know if I am more emotional or reasoning.
It may sound strange, but I still enjoy immersing myself in dreamy thoughts, which seems like making the impossible come true.
Don't you think it's interesting imagining that you could walk on water?
I like it! (^^)