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“How one’s negative past can be neutralized? The Christians have penance for that purpose, and what do you think?”
“How to change the so-called "past"? The past exists in the present – it is for this reason alone that you can change it... Because if it remained in the past, it would no longer exist, and there would be nothing to change. So what is meant by the thought that "the past is in the present, and you can change the past now? It means a very simple, a totally, completely and fatally simple thing. It means that you are being affected now by all sorts of programs, attitudes, inert relationships, cases of spells, of curses which constitute energy debts. They are the consequences of your own or other people's actions, the consequences of events in which you participated. Understand?
For instance, you exchanged curses with somebody, quarrelled with someone. Somewhere. Sometime. For some reason. It is because of mere ignorance that we quarrel with somebody, it’s always the case. So, you quarrelled, you swore, you barked at each other. Your subconscious mind made a choice: "I hate. Die! Fall over!", or "I don’t want this..." Your opponent's subconscious mind also expressed the same desire to destroy you. That's it. From that moment on, a fight on the level of energy erupted between you that is still going on. Understand? At every present moment . Unceasingly. You don’t know it, but your subconscious is working for this purpose all the time. Maybe it will cease sometime when you are old, but hell knows, it’s still a matter of doubt.
Further, you have the attitudes in your world model, the reference points, that there is a need to make war with someone, to swear for some reason. And the common, collective subconscious records it. Do you understand? It also takes corresponding measures against you because you are aggressive. Aggression emanates from you. The collective subconscious (as it always does) will generate and apply the mildest possible measures to cure you of this nonsense. It’s similar to the way things happen in an intelligent society. For instance, a citizen committed a perpetration. In the beginning, some milder measures would be applied to him. Because the goal is to change the behaviour rather than punish. That’s why they say “punishment is human, forgiveness is divine”. In the higher spiritual realms you have already been forgiven, for everything in advance, but that does not mean that your negative actions would be tolerated. It is the system, the collective subconscious, that is assessing and affecting you. In addition, you personally take part in your struggles. So, let’s assume that you already know that some nonsense has happened, that it was stupid to quarrel. Then, how can you change the past?
You just go back to this event in your imagination. And you reconcile with that person. You reconstruct the scene and visualize the whole reconciliation in a beautiful manner. With prayers, with suggestion, you can use anything. You become nicely, sincerely reconciled. That's it. The subject is closed. Immediately, in that place where you had been putting a lot of energy into the fight (because the fight is a constant leak of strength). And automatically, the subconscious system of the other person – certainly at the subtlest level at first (the person may not even realize it consciously) – but still he reconciles with you at the subtlest level.”
“The person with whom you’ve reconciled in your thoughts?”
“Yes. He becomes positive in relationship to you. He, in his turn, is treating you as positive. I’ve already mentioned that all systems work this way. They explore the surroundings and determine what is useful to them and what is harmful (egregores, too, operate under the same principle). The systems aim to support the existence and vitality of the objects or individuals that are useful to them. They put a good wish, intention, put their energy into it. Exactly like you. Imagine that you keep a garden. You look after it. If you see flowers here, you water them. And if you see weeds there, then no, no. You root them out. Understand? You eradicate them. That’s the way with reconciliation. Both you and the other person are treating each other as positive. Think like a system. Every system primarily strives to survive...
There’s another very important thing. You are a tiny human being. But you belong somewhere, true? You belong to your family. So... Your problems naturally become the problems of your family. Do they? Can you imagine it? Then, if you are at war with somebody, you also draw your family into this subject. And your family members are at war. Because you are one gang. The family members may not even know or realize it but they are still at war. Because the higher the level of collective subconscious, the more and the more widely self-organized it is. It means that you (and any other person) influence all your relatives subconsciously. Imagine: you alone reconcile, and the whole family ceases to be at war. And you too. No one is fighting any longer. Further, the family belongs to (wider) kin which is also drawn into these wars. And as soon as you reconcile, it’s finished. You dispel the tension. When you reconcile, you improve your karma, and the karma of your family, the karma of your kin, the karma of your offspring.
“And how do you verify if you have truly reconciled?”
“No need to verify.”
“No need?”
“No need to verify. What are you going to verify here? And why verify? It’s just necessary to reconcile sincerely. Up to the end.”
“Then, how do you know it’s done to the end?”
“You will see it later on: the events of life will be lining up, things will improve. Your own energy, your life, fate, health, your family affairs – everything will be getting better in every way. Understand?
But don’t think that everything will begin to improve right now, due to these talks. For there’s another subject here. In fact, listening to these talks usually provokes the collapse of one’s life and fate. Because the karma intensifies. Because the events that had been lined up for you, let’s say, for a hundred years, may get rolling in the course of ten years or even a year. For exceptionally spiritual people everything passes off practically at once.”
“Does it accelerate as much as your perception accelerates?”
“Not just that. All projections of future events exist at the subtle plane, a very high one, let's say. As you become more spiritual, you start to communicate with that plane more intensively. Your perception rises higher. The more “spiritual" you become, the more intense the contact is, the faster the events project, as if they were falling down to you into the "Here". Into the material plane.”
“Does it mean you won’t get anything you can’t endure?”
“And you have to endure everything.”
“But how?”
“Well, how to endure... What else can you do but endure... Go hang yourself? Well, then you spend some time in hell and come back, and have to endure it again. I can tell you an example. In Russia, in Stalin’s era, there was a priest. He has been canonized as a saint. He was a real mystic, you know, a super cool one. A holy man who had attained a very great deal. When the Bolsheviks came, they immediately locked him up in prison and tortured him to death. Can you imagine it?.. The holy man? So we can wonder now, what karma did this idiot have? What? Yet, he had had a chance to speak to one of his close fellows. He told that when he was in prison, almost on the verge of death, an angel descended and told him: "Терпи, ибо мукой сей ты будешь спaсён от мук вечних ." (“You must suffer this, for by this torment you will be saved from torment eternal”). Do you get it or not?
“What?”
“An angel came and told him, "you must suffer this, for by this torment you will be saved from torment eternal". Therefore, you better not rebel against it. That's why mystics say that suffering must be accepted. Understand? That's what our subject is about.”
“But isn’t it better to get the “recapitulation” done, and then the suffering will be gone?”
“Well, yes. You will reduce, neutralize a lot of suffering through “recapitulation”. That’s why the “recapitulation” (the review of past events) is highly necessary. Because the better, the more sincerely, the more in-detail you review those events, neutralize them, the fewer problems you’ll have in life. If you take interest in spiritual matters, your fate intensifies automatically.
So, you have to accept suffering because it’s your own karma. Your own. For you. You see? There’s nowhere you can hide or escape from it. I do not know how to put it. It’s you, yourself who has shat there, no one came from elsewhere and made that shit for you. There is no other way, you see, you have to muck it out yourself. Therefore, there’s nothing to destroy, no reason to revolt. You have to accept, endure it, and that’s it. Calmly, without revolt, and most importantly, not cursing anything. You see?
The mystics say that "suffering, pain are a sign of recovery."
