Woman 1: How have you been doing Donna?
Woman 2: Bad.
Woman 1: Okay.
Woman 2: Extremely, extremely bad. I went up to work for Amazon Camper Force, and I just had so many problems with the people. There were so many people in this facility. Even the very first day. Nervous. I've always been really. So I was extremely hyper, talking to everyone. Then I got super paranoid, thinking they were all talking about me, to the point that I was afraid to even go to the lunch room.
Woman 1: Okay. So you think that they don't like you but they're saying they have no troubles with you.
Woman 2: Right.
Woman 1: Thoughts of suicide?
Woman 2: No.
Woman 1: Homicide?
Woman 2: No.
Woman 1: There's also this intense fear of being abandoned.
Woman 2: Yes! My biggest fear in life is being alone and this is where I'm at now. I am so alone.
Woman 1: Donna there's no medicine for it and the best way to be (unintelligible)...
Woman 2: I know!
Woman 1: ...seeing a therapist, so I don't know if you're saying to me to find a therapist there? Are you gonna continue staying in Kentucky?
Woman 2: Yeah. For the next three months though. That's what the Xanax does to me...
Woman 1: (unintelligible) Donna, I'm not going to give you Xanax.
Woman 2: What am I going to do? I can't survive like this. Why can't you give it to me just temporary (just temporarily)?
Woman 1: Because like I said, it's gonna be that same thing. "I've got to have this. It works, I need it." It'll quit working, you'll need more. "I've gotta have it, I need more."
Woman 2: No, you don't understand. I understand, I want it to work for a lifetime. I will only take it the days I go to work. I'll deal with myself.
Woman 1: That's six days a week that you're working. (unintelligible) I'll be honest with you, medicine is very addictive (unintelligible), and you will develop tolerance. Meaning it will quit working.
Woman 2: In March, I go on a hike. I have for 6 months. I'm going away. I don't need it then. I just need it to make it through this job.
Woman 1: I just mean (unintelligible), figure it out like I said, you probably need to see a therapist.
Thank you so much, Sput!