So the past couple did--I realized that she's right. You don't want to just take a pill--a magic pill--and fix it and then, you know, after a while then the magic pill runs out and then you have another problem: there's an addiction you have to deal with. So, I'm going to take her advice; I'm going to seek some therapy--learning to manage the issue that you have--the mental issue, the mental illness--that you have. It's all about management, and no medicine's just going to "poof" and it's gone.